Growing up marriage was not talked about evertyhign was focus on relationship, sex, but not the understading of true purpose driven relationship. I had to learn the hard way about relatiosnhip, and research to get a better understading of what relatiosnhp really mean.
From finding love in all the right places but with the wrong people and being married to someone that have a differenet belief than I have I learn to fight for both of our dalvation in prayer and during fasting. It was a battle i knew I could not deal with on my own. I need to be able to love him as Chrsit love me and forgive him and myself because it is necessary.
It does not benefit anyone if i kept the ager, hatred, frustration, bitterness, and unforgiveness inside of me so i needed to heal and move on. This was not easy but it was necessary.